20 to 30

It's the approximate time period of your life when you step out of your family to continue your studies or to start working and until when you start a family of your own (or at least till you get committed!); which could be the most crucial and decisive period of one's life time.

It's during this period, when one could as well change the entire flow of his life. It's this period, when one can get to see the most wonderful days of his life which would long last in his memories. It's this period, when one can work towards achieving whatsoever dreams he might have had. It's this period, when you start standing on your own legs; when you start realizing about the world, the people, the sin, the joy, etc. around you; when you get to know and meet the most important persons of your life.

You could either be in a college environment doing your undergrad or postgrad, or in a workplace during this time period. But its altogether completely 2 different feel that you might get in them. You could cherish your college days forever, and its a place where you feel more secure, where you are always surrounded by a gang of similar mindset people, where you wouldn't even get an idle time to sit and write such a crappy post like this! (:P) And I wish even now, that I'm back in a college environment.

Workplace - here is where you'll start looking at the unseen-dimensions of your own life. Well, to start with you'll have to look after your stay! when you're out of your secure-home or college-hostel (It might not be an issue for most of the hostelers to get accustomed to new places where you share things). Or otherwise you could be facing at least few problems with your beloved room-mates!, Iff you're not willing to adjust and share things ;) But, if you wish you could make your staying place as a home-sweet-home, if you get set well with your roomies, et al, you would surely even miss those days when you keep moving forward in your life; when you think of those moments like - first day first show at IMAX, self cooking tryouts, hang-outs during weekends, lunch at those favorite restaurants, marvelous 1-day to 5-days trips to places never seen before, playing cards & dumb-c @ night times gossiping and pulling each others legs, midnight birthday parties, etc etc

Back from home-sweet-home to workplace, you could as well be jammed in with nice and joyous moments to few bad moments as well. Chit-chats about the work & manager during snacks time, wonderful team outings, mind-blowing party times, eccentric birthday bashes, hot technical discussions, euphoric carom/fuzz ball games, small fights with manager, etc. Its again in your hands, in increasing or decreasing those joyous and bad moments here as well.

Well, how am I gonna end this post now ?
And, why did I ever started writing one ?

Its probably because, both of my roomies have left for US. And my parents and sister who were here in Hyderabad for 2 weeks to give company for me, have left as well. Though, I kind of starting to like this loneliness, the silence, the calmness; I wouldn't even compare it with the time I spend in home being with my parents or roomies. May be it all drills down to 'I' vs 'Family & Friends' ?

Okie, I guess I should stop here. See you all soon!

@ times & @ other times

I've always felt that soothing experience while scribbling something here in my blogspace, when i feel or think that i am in a somewhat bad state of mind. But, can the layout/template change of my space alienate me from writing whatever that i wished to ? I am afraid i don't know, except that i decided just to cry out!

At times, I have felt that everybody around me are trying to put up a big nice play and that i should go far beyond the reach of any human touch or smell, and sit alone, and enjoy that loneliness.
At other times, I have enjoyed being with my dear and near ones, being missed and missing people.

At times, I have felt extremely sad even amidst sitting a bunch of enjoying people.
At other times, I have enjoyed beyond the limit by spending time with those, and even when i was alone.

At times, I have felt extremely disappointed and felt extremely sad that people didn't even try to reach my expectations, my feelings and sensations.
At other times, I have happily accepted the way they are and enjoyed even those particular behaviors of them.

At times, I have felt jealous of other's work, intelligence and successes.
At other times, I have felt the joy from deep inside my heart about my dear and near one's milestones and talents.

I've always wondered time and again, how much ratio of the weight i have given for these @times and @other times in my life, has it been 50~50 or 70~30 or .. ?? I am not sure though, but I could have made things better, or can make things better if i can march towards a 30~70 or 10~90 ratio ?!

On a completely unrelated note,
I've bought a new bike, owing to the following facts :

• Our office has been shifted to a new bigger and better building, not only that but also at a faraway distance from where we live.
• We didn't even imagine about searching for a new house near our office, as we didn't wish to end up paying the rent which we give for our 3BH, for a single BH in that posh Jubliee hills area.
• Last but not the least, I can never more beg for more than 20 or 30 autowallahs, in various languages and with various facial expressions before i get one. I've even come across certain guys, who just shook their heads, before even i start opening my mouth. Oooof!

On an other unrelated note,
I was extremely touched seeing for the 2nd time, but for a puccah censored version of 7G Rainbow Colony on Oct 2nd, thanks to Sun TV. But, don't ask me whether Gandhiji would have been touched seeing all those colorful and nice special programs being relayed amidst tight competitions, on his birthday, from heaven! ;-)

The Ship which never sinks...

I got up so late today.. I din't have my breakfast.. I saw this program on TV.. I went for this movie.. I had a great time there.. I went for shopping here.. I bought this..

and the dialogue continues over phone or in watever mode of communication.. So, everybody around us does share and confide our everyday happenings to our dear ones.. It can even be our mom/dad or family members.. But many people does share a lot more things with people other than their family members.. Yeah, they share with their friends.. We can assume that each and everybody in this world would atleast have one person with whom he/she confide things, at any point of time in their life, though that person can keep on changing..

Friendship, yeap that is the relationship that can do wonders in one's life.. The ship which can never sink ?? The feeling that can't be expressed in words.. When you get that warmth of holding your friend's arms, resting on his/her shoulders, You can achieve a lot more things in this world.. That feel good factor can bring in a lot more better results, progress and achievements in your life.. When you share your joyous moments, your problems, your success, your failure with them you feel lighter and much more happier..

But !! At times, even this wonderful relationship can even cause pain and make you feel bad or worst or whatever.. May be because of several reasons, and one reason might be that he/she couldn't always understand the 100% of you.. !!!

Still, everybody in this world can find a person.. and the friendship with that person can never ever sink.. And that person is none other than you to yourself.. Yeap, there can't be a person who can understand the 100% of you other than yourself.. Only you can be the best ever friend to you, when you start loving yourself.. when you start identifying the inner of yourself..

Till next post,
CIAO.

Being normal !!!

Have we ever felt extremely happy

• for able to walk in a normal way !!!
• for able to speak/listen/see/interact in a normal way !!!
• for able to eat/sleep in a normal way !!!

Have we ever thanked God so much for being Normal ??

No.. never.. not all, we have got a lot of worries for ourselves, Isn't it.. If we aren't handsome.. Aren't fair.. Aren't gud in studies.. Aren't rich.. Dont have girl friends.. Dont have a great job.. Dont have a good/caring wife.. Dont have good children.. etc etc till the end of our lives ?? Don't we..

Shall we forget all our little little worries.. And thank God, for making us a normal person in this world.. And have made us to do things in a nomal way.. And see happiness in anything/everything thats around us.. Shall we ?? :)

Till next post,
CIAO.

Peace ??!!

Hi all..

At times, we end-up in fighting with our own bro/sis...
At times, we join hands with our bro/sis to fight with neighbour gang...
At times, we join hands with our neighbour gang to fight with neighbour town ppl..
At times, we join hands with our neighbour town ppl to fight with the neighbour states..
At times, we join hands as an entire nation to fight with the neighbour nation..

But...
Why havent we gone beyond that limit ???
Why have we forgot that we all are juz humans, apart from having various divisions in ourselves brought by race, religion, color, language etc etc ???
Why cant we all stay together in peace for the very limited/precious period of our life time we are going to have in this wonderful place called Earth ???!!!

Sep 21st



[Snap taken by anandps.. Love it sooo much.. thought of putting it here]

Till next post
CIAO

Life beyond Earth ??!!

Hi all...

For a few minutes lets get out of our hectic work pressure, polluted environment, corrupted minds and everything... and travel farrrr... farrr in the sense far beyond the Earth, Solar System, the Milky way Galaxy !!!! And make our imagination/thinking a bit wide..

I dont even remember about this so called Big-bang theory and stuffs that we learned during our school days.. Except some small stuffs... We all know the Solar System and at a higher level say Milky Way Galaxy... is a very very very small portion of our entire Universe !!! Tats accepted by all, i hope so..

If thats the case, then according to me.. I feel like the "Life Beyond Earth" has got more than 100% probabilty, apart from that it may not be a 1 place, it can even be millions and millions of places where in Human Life/Or n watever Life "will" be existing.. They can be in the Starting State/Evolution State/Ending State.. or watever it may ( as in 5 billion years, the Sun's energy will be vanishing, and all the planets in orbiting around it will get into the mass black hole which the sun will be turning into !!! )

But, the astronomers, however they have developed so much in technology and other stuffs, cant still find out even a 'single' proof for Life Beyond Earth.. as they are unable to GO much beyond the solar system or watever it may be.. as far as they can reach searching is the outermost planet of the solar system [ watever it may be uranus, or the new set of planets being opted after the demolition of pluto ] Huh !! Huh !! ;)



So, according to me, Life zzz there.. and Lets turn to something that we know now... Abt our Earth... so it will be gone out of the solar system in not more than 5 billion years { not more than - states the relativity in feeling that time period.. By sayin that wat i mean is, the relativity theory } So... Wat happens next, there might have been several such situations happend in the entire Universe, may be several times, that we might not even able to cout !!! Hmmm... I can give some anology to this...

The 2 things [may be the 2 numbers] that make up anything in the entire Universe...

• 2 [ start-end, yes-no, on-off, +ve--ve.. male-female.. may be anything in the Universe.. and tats the binary system is ruling the world ]
• Infinity [ by infinite i mean, cycle or repetition ]

So wat s this 2 & infinity..

• Each day starts, and ends.. But it continues
• We feel happy.. later sad.. But it continues
• We have high times in Life.. Bad times in Life.. But it continues
• Each human come to this earch, and goes away.. But it continues [ Does tat mean, Another Life after Death.. We wont go deep here.. Lets stop ]
• Its all tat Sine curve and stuffs..
  

And the same anology.. Holds here.. So, the Life [I mean something like the formation of Earth and its beings] STARTS and ENDS.. But the CYCLE continues !!!!

So, wat have i finally come to conclude... DONNO.. a bit confused rite.. its not a bit more than tat.. Hmmm.. So even the Earth goes out in 5 billion years.. There may be some other similar conditions makin the formation of Earth, and may be ther will b a time, for us to reborn in such a world and keeeeepp enjoyin !!!! :( :) :0

Dont wanna write more blunders.. except that this is my 25th post of my BlogSpace..
I cant believe myself hw i hv written so many..

Until next post
CIAO !!!!

Software Engineers Vs Politicians

Hi all..

I hav come out of writing something personal.. And In this blog am gonna discuss abt some general topic, which still is much more related to ppl amongst our community..

In wat all disciplines, Software Engineers and Politicians hv certain things in common..

Income

• Both the profession have the gr8 gift of making up a large income, that one cant make it tat easily in any other profession..
• The Only diff is tat most/some of them give their blood to hold the $bones$ being thrown frm foreign countries.. But the politcians suck the blood frm the local ppl and make out their money..
• Though, the income they get in their hands does matter rite..

Shift

• People in both of these professions barely need shift, as the time goes on..
• Yeah, we cant see a person stayin in a single company for a long time, or a person sticking to a single Party for a long time..
• But once they join a new company/party 'coz of the gr8 offers that the destination provides.. they used to talk bad of their sources and start talking gr88 abt their destinations...
• I wll give my blood/soul for the party.. This party is my Life.. I wll work for it till the end of my Life.. [On the other side] This is a gr88, cooool company man.. I get this much in hand.. They are working in the topmost technologies.. I have got the most challenging work.. Wat else do I need.. blah blah..
• [.. So not much differences in the dialogues too.. :)]
• Only the ppl at the higher levels [Exec Directors and Party Presidents] in both the professions stick themselves to their places.. as they hav no other go.. and also they think they hav attained their peak position and the topmost level in making out money

No Self Satisfaction

• The dialogues made by those ppl in both the domains, vanishes when the time moves on..
• They wll come to know, tat this party/company is not much gr8 or watever so.. than the previous one... and start thinkin abt jumping again...

Finally Start You Own

• So.. When wll this hoppin stops..
• Finally, The ppl in Politics end up in Starting their Own New Party.. Ha ha ha.. n Earn to the max
• The ppl in S/W industry end up in starting their Own New Company..

Failures and Success depends on the person alone and not on anything else..

CIAO

Can thought process change our Fate ???

Hi all...
Though am not in a mood to blog, am gonna write.. i juz wanted to..
In this blog, am juz gonna share something n not any strange polambals of mine wll b there..

Hmmm... Ok lemme start..
We will often hear the saying think positive, everything will happen positively
Though this statement has been made in many places, and we have heard the same from many people n tat we are bored abt tat, we wont hear to tat anymore...

But lemme give some scientific proofs tat has been made on this topic, which s the main thing tat i wanted to share here..

This test has been conducted on two patients having the same/similar disease...
and that the patient1's thought process was being made in a +ve manner..
but the patient2's mental thinkin wer very down...
and the results showed tat, the number of WBCs tat gets generated (which is important for the resistivity of our body) is much higher for the patient1 than patient2...

Lets come back out of those research, blah blah n things... and think about ourselves abt the problems that we face/ n problems tat come b4 us..
In those cases, thinkin +ve will make us to/motivate us to take steps tat leads us to solve those problems..

But, i think i hv written tooooo much in this blog..
Lemme juz stop with this nonsense...
will write soooon :)
until then tata....

Searching for the meaning of Life ??!!

Hi all..
Meeting u ppl again with neither sad nor happy mood.. The days are rolling as usual, and i have started taking the things as it come, not feelin sooo bad or soo happy about the happenings around me..

Ok lemme come to the topic of this blog..
Why are we living..? For whom we are living..? What is the meaning of Life..? Why are we sent down the earth here..? WHO AM I..?
These are the sort of questions which i try to find answers for myself, and will get confused n sit a corner.. So do most of us or atleast some of us..

Have we achived the goal for wat we have been given our Life.. Donno..
And one more thing, tat one of my friends used to tell me, when i was tryin to tell him tat i miss somebody.. n he started sayin like.. You should always be aware that U ARE ALONE, there s nobody who wll come with u till the end of ur Life, even ur parents, spouse, children.. nobody wll be there till the end of ur journy in Life.. and so u shud always keep in mind that u r alone and try to experience the same...

But, am not even goin to take a single thing from his sayin.. as in my point of view Life s not something like tat... n lemme put up this..

When u feel depressed, feel bad or watever it may by ( plainly in computer language, (!Happy) ), its al coz of u r worryin too much abt urself, ur future, ur wealth, blah blah...

But, Life is something, tat shud be lived for others.. When u start doing this we wll feel the inner of urself, and everythin wll luk gud n gr8 to u..
If u even do a small help to some person (who u don even know...), it wll make tat person feel like heaven which in turn wll give u all wat u want...

If u startin livin for others, n if u start helpin small small things to ppl who dont expect from u... then tats Life n start enjoyin it.. :)

Sorry, for too much of thathuvams.. in this blog..
meet u all again with something gud n coool next time..
with a very happy mood...

tata.. :)

Moving with People around us

Hi all,

This is my first blog, and the this is going to be on how i moved with people from my childhood..
When i was in my nursery school, I hardly remember 1 or 2 names to whom i have spoken... I still remember the days during my 4th,5th Standards; I came to school, i sit in the corner of the first bench and never used to utter a single word even with the guy sitting next to me... The people around me at that time might have thought me as an alien, who knows..

When I moved to my higher secondary school, I started talking to people, and tried standing amidst a friend circle... But in a few months, I started my favourite sense of Fighting with them.. I dint even speak for more than a year with a guy... I now cherish all those fights, cries and smiles..

Eventhough, I had a set of friends from time to time, I din get a friend who is so close to me, to whom i can share all of my thoughts, feelings.. till my 12th standard.. But atlast I got a good friend after 12th (after my entire school life, which is very sad, but still Ok..)

So, after that I realize manythings in my life, the need for real friends... In whose shoulders we can rest all of our mind, heart.... With such a friend, fights are not like the one that we do with normal persons.... These fights may make us feel to such a great extent, and i may sometime think that why should i get myself trapped into such a feelings burrow... Why cant i maintain a certain distance between friends and maintain a cool relationship...

But I realized myself, which is not at all good.. We should have friends who are very near to our heart with whom we should share each and every incidents of our life...


I will continue writing about me and my people in my next blog..
Bye.. :)